Hard time

These days are hard. It sees that I need to give it up. I can't blame no one but the condition. It is just really hard for me. It is only sadness and dissatisfaction in me. I hate this condition, I can't do nothing but giving up. I put all my hands up in the air.
Okay then, the white flag is shown. But still the ache remains in my heart. Just like Rihana's song "Stay". I feel that T.T I have no one to share with and it makes me crazy.